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I think about him, about them, all the time. I just keep it to myself a lot. Or I keep it short.

I think about what you said, where and how it could have gone different, but that never changes how it went.

You're right, it sucks. But there's good things I remember, too. Like how you told me about your small apartment? And then I talked about my tiny place? But if all I felt was bad, I wouldn't have gotten inked here. When I look at my tattoo, I think about the good, which is exactly what he'd want me to think about. They all would, except maybe Mylo, who'd want me to think of something funny he said, or cool that he did.

Sometimes it's just so much easier to remember the bad. I hate that.

It's weird, because I feel better than I thought I would have after saying it. Maybe that's part of why this is happening, or maybe it's because it's you, or maybe I just feel better. I don't know.

I'm glad you got to see him ...alive.

maybe next time we can get a better memory. they show up in books or whatever. i could see him again but with you. better than the other memories ive been stuck in

id like that if we got the chance and if you want to. maybe you can talk to me about him some time. you and him and your family. id like to hear it

youre a good person to me, vi. youve always been good to me

Maybe so. I'll drop that in the Trench suggestion box. If there's room left.

I'd like that, too. And I know I've said it before, but it's a two way street, and I'm a closed door as far as that goes, you say it, it stays with me unless you tell me otherwise.

I could say the same about you. I do, actually. You inspired me to create a motto for my house. Sansa gave me a fancy house name from her world, and named me a Lady, but one of my mottos is all you.

[...forming the ideas of a winter holiday gift just now.]

well make room. squeeze the fucker in

im cool talking about our families. to be honest ive told you most of mine. not really a lot there. a crew though? i missed out on having my own crew

and i did? what was it. fuck trench? i think someone came up with that before me
fuck not having shoes?
fuck trench part 2

Guess Trench needs a bigger box. maybe I can build that for them, free of charge.

You've got a crew here, though. You know it's true.

"STARTING SHIT TO STOP SHIT"
It's a great motto.

lmao i forgot about that
glad my time in juvie got somethin good out of it

speaking of crews
scorpia called us who went shopping something like awesome friends incorporated
but yeah. ur not bad to hang out with. thanks vi

Awesome Friends Incorporated
One more badge to put on my jacket, I guess. It's getting pretty full, but I'm not complaining.
No problem. I like hanging out with you, too.

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