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[HERE WE GO.]

Is something on fire?

[distractedly:] Hey, uh-- is something supposed to be on fire over this? I'm getting some bad signals over here.

Hang on.

[he's gotta try to get Jinx on the phone.]

No. There should be no fire. There shouldn't even be a this. What's up? Are you with her? Where are you? Why are you asking about her?

[answers will be staggered bc his primary focus is the other line:]

Her? The--

No. I'm at the Roost.

Jinx pinged me about her.

Really? [she does not sound surprised. at all.] Don't freak out, and I know saying that's probably gonna make you freak out and please don't shout I'm not freaking out, okay?

But I'm pretty sure Jinx is plotting something that may or may not be murder.

[it's probably murder.]

[holding device awAY FROM HIS EAR ok we got two sisters freaking out at different levels here cool!!!]

Yeah, ah-- [hm!!!!] Call your sister.

"Yeah, hey Jinxie, about that murder you're maybe planning? Please don't."

How do you think that's gonna go?

[with a flash of impatience:] No, more like "Hey, I'm worried about you. Because you're my sister. I want to hear what's on your mind, can we talk. I want to listen."

[because you have your sibling, and some people...don't get to keep theirs.]

Because what I'm getting right now is that you don't, and I'd like to think that's not the whole story.

Guess what? It's not. And you're wrong and I do, but there's only so many times I can talk her down from a ledge she won't get off!

She doesn't want to talk about it. I've been trying to talk about it for five months, and it's a hot button every time! There is no listening. Not with this. I'm worried about every part of this!

I can feel what she's feeling, and what I want to do is try and send her some calm thoughts, but I don't have enough, because the urge to kill keeps slapping me in the face and then I have to start all over!!

And she left her treehouse! But sure, I'll call. I'll call now.

[....pinging jinx's omni.]

Good. Then start over.

[because that's how these things work. and if not? well...he at least has a hand out to Jinx if she'll want it. he can't say one way or another what's right about something he has barely a fraction of an understanding about, so he just has to trust his gut here.

so all he can do right now is:] I'll be up. If there's more to do.

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