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sometime after the breakup also, text

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[ Maybe Vi's busy when her omni alerts her abut Jinx; maybe she already knows what its contents hold, or it's before she finds Jinx in her bed. It's not sent immediately after the events inspiring the message, with Chizuru wandering the streets of Trench in a guilty daze, only showing outside Mister LaRusso's house once it was dark.

But regardless of what's happening for Vi during the time, a message does come to her omni. Because Robby promised Chizuru, and he knows she won't feel right if nothing's done about Jinx. ]

chizuru and jinx had a falling out n chizu left jinx a while ago. convo went bad idk what state jinx is in

[ None of it conveys his feelings, but his feelings aren't what matter here. He has Chizuru to look after. Everything else can wait. ]

text un: vi

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[even if she hadn't already known - if it hadn't been confirmed by her sister, there's already the feelings that clued her in - the guilt, the bone deep disappointment, it had felt invested, a dark pit of awful feelings that went beyond surface level shit.]

not great but shes still here
she didnt squid

is chizu ok? not OK ok but ok for this shit
u got her right

[strongroots]

yeah shes here
and idk
whats ok for this shit
she was outside the whole time. freezing her ass off
apologizing about everything

she asked jinx a question and jinx got mad vi
at fucking chizu
for asking a question

do u no how she asks anything

[ Okay, so maybe he can't keep chewing back his anger right now. ]

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idk whats ok either but
ugh

u got her back inside bc u got her back
pls tell me u got her inside quick
even if u had to scoop her up

idek what to say to that
yeah i know how she asks
its like a whisper
its like the suggestion of an ask

and then shes sorry she asked in case thats bad somehow
but thats part of relationshits
asking tough questions and hell asking not tough questions
and answering them w/o blowing up

chizu couldnt have known it was the "wrong" thing to ask
im glad she asked
im glad they talked about it at all i just wish it didnt go down the way it did

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yeah i bet they talked about it
lots of talking. really good
wanna bet who talked more

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no bets needed on that one
maybe a mediated talk
like each person gets a set time no interruptions

only chizuru gets triple that
and a heads up to prepare
none of that "surprise were talking right now" crap

[strongroots]

chizu is gonna need time for that
shell never defend herself or her feelings

[ But, ugh, fine, he's calming down. ]

i dont want her making decisions to make jinx happy

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me either
thats just bad all around and itll only get worse

chizu needs to be the one to decide the times right
maybe a couple practice rounds w/u to explain her feelings?
to get more comfortable saying it

cant even have a good friendship if one sides always holding back
"warts and all" doesnt mean being quiet about shit that bothers u
u know?

its like that balance larusso talks about

[strongroots]

yeah
sure
ill talk to her about it tomorrow or later
shes taking a bath right now

u should talk to ur sis about this too

[faceblocks]

agreed
keep me in the loop
ill keep u in the loop

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