(ah, so it worked! how weird this is -- especially feeling the surprise on her end. jinx will send more of a "mental hug" only this time, she toys with trying to make it some sort of a bear hug. hopefully though, it's not too smothering with how large she is trying to make it be. )
[more pressure. but in the ...no, that's not exactly physical. that's a different kind of hug and it's kind of from the inside. is it too much? maybe for some people, but vi's a hard hugger, and she appreciates all kinds of hugs but the big hugs are the best by far. she's still being held by that hug when she plays the song.
this one.
this one feels familiar.
it's ...yeah. it's familiar. it conjures up a fond sadness, a heart heavy longing that she's all right with in this moment. aware that it might be shared, she tries to focus on the fondness, the nostalgia, the feeling of being relatively carefree]
( it's hard to keep the happy reassurance when she reads the "i missed out on so much" from her. while this hold is still there, vi's nostalgic sadness lines up with her baby sister's own. she sighs quietly while trying to do something else -- more loving sensations. so jinx recalls back some months ago when vi put her to bed while she was entirely trashed and how she was in her arms. except this time, it'll be a reverse. vi always seemed to be the one holding her but she rarely returns the motion.
again she centers her emotion to something similar as holding a stuff animal; holding it so tenderly close to her heart in bed while the rain gently taps against the window sill. )
[that kicks out most traces of sadness - at least the ones that can be felt. so she's the little spoon now? that's different. it's comforting. it's not something she's used to feeling, but that's cool. it's fine. it's good, even. she's good. this is all good, no matter what.
vi huffs a little smile into the air as she watches the same rain.]
nope not anymore weve got a whole new thing now thats just us and hey im super old so i count on u to keep me up to speed
WELL CATCH ME UP THEN couldnt hear that last part over the sound of all these creaky joints
ikik it was TEXT but still [the playfulness sparks more playfulness - mischief, and a laugh as she imagines a bit of a rib-tickle in jinx's direction.]
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okok!
hmmmmmmmmm....
( and then another file: )
OUR_LOVE AUDIO_FILE.MP3
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this one.
this one feels familiar.
it's ...yeah. it's familiar. it conjures up a fond sadness, a heart heavy longing that she's all right with in this moment. aware that it might be shared, she tries to focus on the fondness, the nostalgia, the feeling of being relatively carefree]
this one i remember
i missed out on so much
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again she centers her emotion to something similar as holding a stuff animal; holding it so tenderly close to her heart in bed while the rain gently taps against the window sill. )
yeah well.
not anymore.
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vi huffs a little smile into the air as she watches the same rain.]
nope
not anymore
weve got a whole new thing now thats just us
and hey im super old so i count on u to keep me up to speed
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HAHAHA YEAH U ARE! 🤣🤣🤣
try not to throw out ur back grandma!
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couldnt hear that last part over the sound of all these creaky joints
ikik it was TEXT
but still
[the playfulness sparks more playfulness - mischief, and a laugh as she imagines a bit of a rib-tickle in jinx's direction.]
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ill send u some songs i found that i rly like.
and u have to rate them if its ur thing.
b/c idk if ur taste is diff now!
but um.
dont crack jokes but this song idk. hits my heart sometimes.
LOVELY_AUDIO FILE. MP3
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i traded some metal songs w/robby a while back
ok so this ones a 10/10 bc it made me feel a bunch of ways
so ig it hit my heart too
id sing this one w/u
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kidding.
but yea. we could sing this together sometime.
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look at me being all gross
and we should learn more dances
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well will u look at that
i wasnt cursed but
i kept fucking w/it after sansas nameday
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